Thursday, April 19, 2007

Heart Back

Well, it's been a long time coming, but even as I write this blog I'm SMILING :D because after 9 years waiting, I've finally made a "rap song" something that I have prayed about, waited on God for, given up, surrendered, and after a series of prophetic dreams in November, the Holy Spirit was telling me to get my "heart back" and run after my teen age dreams of making rap tracks that would bless a generation to find Christ and experience His presence.

God led me to a great brother in Christ, a worship leader, named Mike in LA, we connected and decided to make what we call "Worship Rap" it's experimental, this is the first song we've made together at his house. It's nothing too professional, but to me, it's worship, it's something beautiful because it came from our hearts, from our spirit to worship God in truth.

The track is called "Heart Back" it's a song I made, depicting my wilderness struggle of losing my intimacy with God through these past years of life and ministry. It's a heart cry, a prayer to God to have His presence, His intimate love touch my heart again and re-awaken my soul. It's a prayer that I would return to my first love, to love Him more than anything else in this life, more than ministry, more than everything. I pray you enjoy this track, it's a long time coming.




click here to download

Download the track to your computer, then play it in a stereo system, with subs so you can hear the bass knockn. chyea.

All praise and glory be to God for blessing me with the ability to make music for Him, He is good! I pray this track blesses your spirit, listen to it with your spirit, it's not polished, but it's heart felt, may it fill you and give you a greater passion to seek His face. word.




At 4/19/2007 03:26:00 PM , Blogger biL said...

very nice j... i heard some of your older stuff its pretty good too...

i think if God has blessed you with this talent you gotta run with it man...

its been a blessing to see your stuff from afar man.

-billy, your homie from piedmont (just in case you know multiple ones lol)

At 4/19/2007 07:21:00 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

I say it's fantastic!!
Maybe someday the most part of the worship song will change to the type of RAP. ^^"

At 4/19/2007 11:14:00 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

You're awesome Pastor Jaeson.
May He grant you your heart's desire and May you find Him...

At 4/20/2007 01:18:00 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

can you post up more messages?

At 4/20/2007 07:32:00 AM , Anonymous Judy said...

I listen to your RAP.
God like use RAP worship.

At 4/20/2007 07:27:00 PM , Anonymous Paul Watson said...


This is the first rap song I've heard that made me worship. I love it. It spoke to my heart and my heart spoke to God. It's in my ipod. I hope to have more.

You are awesome. Keep it up.

At 4/20/2007 08:53:00 PM , Anonymous Tiffany Kam said...

It's awesome~~~~~~ ^0^ i love this song and the prayer!!cool~~
it is extremely nice to have prayer in "rap song"!! could u post the lyrics on ur blog? becasue my english is not good enough to understand every word! thx la!! and i'll share it with my teenagers, a rap song of a pastor!

At 4/21/2007 09:20:00 PM , Blogger Brian said...


Hot Stuff J-quest !

At 4/22/2007 08:19:00 AM , Anonymous Judy said...


At 4/22/2007 10:26:00 PM , Blogger Sarah said...

I've prayed for God to raise up people like you (those who would rap for the glory of God) many years ago. And now, here you are! I'm greatly blessed!

At 4/23/2007 03:21:00 PM , Blogger 熙安 said...

Dear Jaesin, may we have the lyric of this great worship song?

At 4/23/2007 03:23:00 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear Jaeson, may we have the lyric of this grat worship rap song?

At 4/23/2007 04:49:00 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

wow! ITS FLIPPIN AWESOME! great song bro :)!!

At 4/23/2007 05:35:00 PM , Blogger Katherine said...

Hey Pastor Jaeson!

You know, I think your song is the only song that I'll ever listen to as a rap song. I don't really listen to rap that much and a lot of rap songs I don't like at all. But yours, it's got power, it's got love, it's got glory, it's got God. When I first tuned in and the first few notes started playing, I felt the power of the Holy Spirit just pouring out. God has really blessed you so much. Right now, I'm still listening to it and man,I can feel the Holy Spirit's annointing. Praise the Lord! He's the only Love. God bless!!

At 4/23/2007 09:58:00 PM , Blogger Jaeson Ma said...

Heart Back Lyrics

One thing I want, I want is my heart back
One thing I need, I need is to know that
First love I lost, I lost now way back
Some time ago, I don’t know, it’s just like that
I don’t remember, how lost this first love
I got so busy, I lost my intimacy with Love
I got so busy, where is He, I don’t know Love
God’s love, but I forget and I don’t know why?
I remember those days, when I was sky high
I used to pray, everyday, and it felt so right
But now, I don’t even know where my love went
I need a miracle, man I need a God sent
Angel, to come down and rescue me
From this mess I made, man, this catastrophe
Help me God, I need to get back right with you
I want my heart again, to run hard after You!

One thing I seek, I want to get my heart back
One thing I ask, I ask for that ancient path
Back to the path, the path that I used to know
Down on my face, going down that glory road
Where your glory and Your presence used to touch me
Where your power and Your fire used to burn me
You keep telling me, calling me, come back
Return to Me, come to Me, get your heart back
I don’t know, where I’ll go, where I’m gonna be
I don’t know, all I know, is that I want to see
The light again, all I want to be is Your friend
Oh God, come back, this can’t be the end
I just want to be, right here, with You
In your presence, in your essence, just me-You
Life is beautiful, when I’m here, with You
It’s true, eternal life is knowing You
Knowing You, I wouldn’t trade it for anything
I’m the Bride, You’re the Christ, here’s my wedding ring
You’re all I want, all I need, you’re everything…
Jesus Christ, right here, You’re everything!

Put yo hands in the air, get a soul clap
Come on everybody, ugh, get your heart back
If you lost your first love, and you know dat
Right here, right now, get your heart back

At 4/23/2007 11:38:00 PM , Anonymous Judy said...


At 4/24/2007 08:25:00 AM , Anonymous yellow2 said...

Pastor Jaeson,

For me, here in Taiwan, it's seldom to see a bride's life flowing from a brother. We are blessed for you're blessed. May your prayer be everyone's prayer! May your desire transform everyone's heart !! :)


At 4/24/2007 09:22:00 AM , Blogger Joe Cross said...

Way to go bro! Thanks for using your gifts and passion and inviting us to worship! I love it.

At 4/24/2007 11:48:00 PM , Blogger PkJustin said...

sorry Jaeson, I got distracted by Caleb Lins voice when it went to the chorus, LOL

At 4/26/2007 03:09:00 AM , Blogger Nathan said...

It has been along time since the cause 2004 back in Colorado. I think I saw you last in Argentina. This is Nathan. How are you brother?

I am now in Kona, Hawaii doing my Cinema/Broadcast DTS.

God is releasing so much across the Universities of North America this year. We are praying for it here.

Keep it real.


At 4/28/2007 06:16:00 PM , Anonymous Judy said...

I bowed my head in grief as though weeping for my mother.(Psalms35:14)

At 4/28/2007 10:36:00 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear Pastor Jaeson,

Thank you for posting the Lyrics.

God bless you!!!

At 4/29/2007 11:00:00 AM , Blogger Shane said...

Fantastic stuff. I really enjoyed it, I don't mean to sound harsh, but we are starving for good tunes in the Chrisitian scene. Thanks for contributing :)

At 4/29/2007 05:35:00 PM , Anonymous Judy said...

If I have seen further,it is by standing on the shoulders of giants.{Lsaac Newton}

At 4/30/2007 08:18:00 AM , Anonymous Judy said...

Style impressrs,true beauty expresses.{Chris Pacione}

At 5/07/2007 09:05:00 PM , Blogger Amy said...

Great tune. Keep it up & be encouraged. I believe God is raising up a mighty generation of men to be worshipers like none we have seen since David - Men who will stand as a light & in the strenght & anointing of God to make away for a desparate thirsty & hungry generation to come into the life changing presence of the King of Kings!

At 6/07/2007 01:00:00 PM , Blogger Chris said...

Whew...definitely anointed by God! I feel His presence strongly everytime I worship with it! Thanks again, bro! Keep running this race for the prize of heaven and earth: Jesus!!

At 6/16/2007 11:59:00 PM , Blogger Jaeson Ma said...

thanks Chris, sorry it hasn't worked out for me to come to ASU yet, but it will God speed I'm praying for you all word!


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